You give, you love, you sacrifice, you put in your heart and your soul, and you try. You don’t expect anything in return because you don’t believe in yourself enough to even expect. And then one day you receive and it scares you so much you turn away. Life don’t make any sense sometimes.
I always feel like I’m living in someone else’s skin and that there’s just something wrong with me and I can’t be myself truly and hopefully one day, maybe, I’ll be able to shed it and find the me that’s been covered.
Just want to say that I really appreciate you people who has followed my blog through its different phases (my different phases) whether you like it or not. You’re all amazing and I love you guys!
Omg today I saw the cutest guy at starbucks who distracted me from my book even after he left! Anyway, sorry for abandoning my tumblr, have missed you guys!
These days hardly anything cheers me up except when I watch comedies. Hope all your days are better and happier!
I can’t decide between wanting a life that is so full of excitement and unexpected things or one that is slow, peaceful, and with little pleasant surprises here and there.




